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new journal. Dec. 9th, 2005 @ 04:16 pm
I'm starting a new journal. i'm sick of looking at this one and the bad memories mostly associated with it.
My new one is at http://www.livejournal.com/~4rikr4z
ciao

w00tberries! Oct. 29th, 2005 @ 12:19 am
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Dont you wish you were cool like me? (har har)
And YES that is the OFFICIAL star wars Episode III dvd. Bought it at work on thursday :D
Current Mood: BOOOYA!
Current Music: Star Wars Episode III

complete change from last entry Oct. 24th, 2005 @ 03:14 am
Wow. Things have changed so quickly over the past few days.

Work has been getting extremely stressful, with corporate changing a LOT of things being done, and limiting what we can and cannot do on the job and what was only asked to be done once every 2 weeks they want done every other night, its just fucking bullshit. I got a write-up on friday because when I closed wednesday night, after I locked up and everything, the front doors did not close all the way so I got in major shit for that (one more strike and im out). Luckily the alarm never went off and that no one robbed us. I'm already looking for another job elsewhere around town because its just getting too damn rediculous for me at hollywood. I'm the second hardest worker there and work the 3rd most amount of hours, and i get paid the least out of everyone. Even the GSRs (base level) are getting paid more than me. I was supposed to get a 75 cent 1 month ago, but it never went through and my boss has done nothing about it yet. I get paid $5.75 right now, and am supposed to be getting $6.50 (the GSRs and everyone else get $6.75+) which is fucking bullshit if you ask me.
I have not had enough money whatsoever to get my car registered (and insured) so I'm fearing that i may not finish my Community Service before January.

I've actually been so stressed lately, i've actually started smoking cigarettes. not habitually. just two so far over the past week. I know that if i start smoking more, that I may get addicted so im not smoking another one. it makes me feel bad because i've always said i'm never going to smoke at all, and here I go.

Im still not finding anyone up here at all interesting and the girls that i do meet that are awesome and such are already taken. Oh well. Destiny has reared its ugly ass in my face. I missed my chance at true happiness back in July. I make too many fucking mistakes in my life, but thats just how it is i guess...

I'm starting to give up on my music "career" here. I don't think I'll ever be good enough to make my own music and not just using shitty samples on shitty programs that I use. I've been playing less and less video games, less and less time on the computers, and more of just sitting around doing nothing (and working, and sleeping...thats about it) literally and i dont know what the fuck im going to do with my pitiful excuse of a life. I'm shutting down Timespender Records temporarily until its ready to be remade, and then i'm also unsure of actually having REAL musicians on there and not just my shitty ass on it (Seanathen, you're the best I have on there. I'm suprised you never left to join a real record label.)

I really am fucking stupid for dropping out of high school. I think that, even tho it'll be hell on me mentally, if i get a night shift at some place like walmart, im going to try and goto coronado and finish up. I highly doubt i actually will being as my words usually mean jackshit, but its hopeful wishing nevertheless.

I'm sorry if this all sounds so angsty, but i dont give a shit.

Anyways, i should be off to bed. Goodnight all.
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Nemesis by Arch Enemy

well holy shit Oct. 19th, 2005 @ 02:23 am
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Current Mood: good
Current Music: Those Who Fight (Piano Version) - Nobuo Uematsu - FF7AC OST

Dual Ages - Complete! Jun. 26th, 2005 @ 12:35 am
Well, after a month and 9 days of absence, I am finally back on LJ with some awesome news: Dual Ages is at 90% Complete!
I already have the booklet cover done, back of the case done, the cds, and the pre-editted music. I still have to finish editting 5 tracks till the music is completely done and then i only have the last 5% to do (the inside of the booklet, might only be two pages on the inside, as there isn't much for me to put :\ ) then its completely complete.
I'm very proud of how this came out, as I had noone helping me put together the case this time around :)

Booklet Cover
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Disc 1
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Disc 2
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CD Case Cover...Thing...
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I finally got a job, and where else than at Dairy Queen. Not much to say about it, but it is a fun job.
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I must be off, as I am exhausted today.
Bigger update later
Current Mood: good
Current Music: "Dreams" by Sequential One

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